When/How???

..hoping to happen it soon. I want to relax, to stop working online for awhile but I can’t do it because I need moolah. We are not stable in our finances currently. I always asked myself “When or How?” because I’m longing for it but since I’m helping. I need to work though sometimes I’m not in the mood to work. I forced myself because I needed it so badly. I’m still praying to God to give me space for a little time, to be back in my work as a plain housewife especially if I’ll be pregnant again this year. I’m waiting for your answer, Lord.